Taking the First Step!♥
Hi Dear Readers!
Today I took the first step in the pursuit of my passions! With a few (a lot) last minute things I needed to fix/change before launching (Because that’s how my family knows me the best! ♥), I can now proudly present the blog I have been wanting to make for years: DearDiary, a personal and passion focused blog!♥
DearDiary was not just an overnight decision, even though I’m with out a doubt the spontaneous type (Please, sense a lot of sarcasm)! So let me tell you about the intentions behind DearDiary and how it came to be in the first place:
Two years ago, I was going through one of the hardest periods of my life, where I was paralyzed by then undiagnosed anxiety. I was struggling financially, couldn’t afford rent, and worked a severely underpaid job with a toxic work culture. I was simply just existing. But in the terribly deep and dark whole I had found myself in, I made probably the most important and best decision ever in my life. I was going to see a psychologist. I went into it thinking I just needed some symptom control, but, oh boy, it became so much more than that. After having worked with him for eight months, we found the origins to my anxiety, and I got the tools to manage it. These origins I won’t share yet, as they are still very sensitive.♥
Due to those traumas, my life has been on standby since I was 15, and I have not dared to live. I have felt like a failure about not knowing who I was yet, for not already knowing what my passions are, or at least having an idea of where my life should be going. I still struggle with that occasionally.
That is probably why I hate the narrative, that if you haven’t found your passions when you were a kids or teenager (and by the time you are 20, that you’ve already practiced many years of your life), you won’t amount to anything other than ending up in a dead-end job! I think you always can start to follow your dreams; no matter which age you are. And I don’t think it’s spoken of enough. Therefore, I found it important that I use my voice. I want to speak for there being no certain way of life, no specific path you NEED to choose, nothing you NEED to do, as you are the only person who needs to live your life.♥
And with that in mind, there has been lots of things, skills if you will, that I’ve always wanted to learn. I’m sure you have too! So, my intention, to do my bit in changing the narrative, is to learn the things I’ve always wanted to, and through that changing my life, so I can say that I’m the master of my own life! The first thing I wish to learn, and the first journey I would love for you to join me on, is dancing! Hear my reasons tomorrow, as Sunday is the day, I’ll be posting on from now on. I will also be going a bit more into depth about what is to be expected on DearDiary.♥
I really hope you don’t take my words as me having figured life out now, because I really haven’t. But I couldn’t have any more motivation and drive on finally starting to live life how I want to!
Today I took the First Step in the search of my dreams. When will you take yours?♥
Love, Mie
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